multi faceted

"and i can't let that happen again, 'coz then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been, and this is no place to live my life" - relient k (who i am hates who i've been)


the other day it was my friend's birthday and a few of us went to celebrate. and if you think i got comments the other day wearing a skirt... try wearing a dress. oh well it was the birthday girl's request...

now this friend of mine is one crazy party girl. she's in her 30s but lives it up like she's 20. no one parties harder than her. and practically no one can keep up with her either.

so guess what this crazy party girl asks for her birthday present? nope not jewellery or clothes and not even stuffed toys... she asks for a dictionary and thesaurus. what she needs 'em for i have no idea. she's not even a writer.

but this somewhat strange request from her started me thinking... (which sometimes isn't too good haha!) on one hand my friend is the crazy party girl with the crazy lifestyle... but on the other hand she loves to read. give her a book and she's a happy camper. and there were other things that added to it as well.

in my mind i was trying to reconcile all of those seemingly differing sides... when it really hit me that everyone has those differing sides.

for a while before i used to worry bout my own differing sides. i've wondered who i really am. i was this and yet not that. but in another circumstance i could be that and not this. i was contradictory. i am contradictory.

but i've acknowledged that people are just multi faceted. each and every of those differing sides add up to form the complete personality of the person.

so i guess i'm just learning to get more comfortable with that complete personality of me...